:D

damn, actually i don't think i've even posted my first tattoo. or any of my newerish piercings.
livejournal, how i have neglected you :/

IM THIRSTY, FUCK!

tomorrow is my baby board practical...and i'm really excited.
baby board is a practice of state board, which is the exam cosmos/esthis/manis take to get their california state license (which actually just changed to a national license)
i only have 500 hours left of school. shit is going by CRAZY fast!
i'll be taking state board soon enough.
i might have to take a break from school though so that a.)i can take baby board again one more time before i graduate (just so i can be completely confident in my rediness) and b.)i can get my fingers touched up hahahahaha
i should be graduating february though, which is seven months earlier than was my proposed graduation date which is AWESOME.
i think when i pass baby board i'm gonna have a party. actually. i know i'll have one hahahaha.

OH!
if anyone wants * F R E E * facials, let me know because i need all the practice i can get. they are ONE HUNDRED PERCENT FREE. no catches, no nothing. all you have to do is come to my school or my house, and let me know in advance. you'll get more professional/better treatment at my school since we have the setup and good products for it, but at my house works too.

"BART train derails in Oakland"
okay seriously, i was on this train.
to be exact, the car the wheels derailed on.
it wasn't that big of a fucking deal.
i was actually going to post my pictures tonight...which i'll still do.
i also think it's hilarious because they guy that was claiming a hurt neck was on my car, three of us on it, and he was trying to be the hero the whole time, and he didn't say shit about his neck. he DID however talk about being on unemployment *AND* getting $2,000 in bart tickets.

money hungry?

oh nevver.
=________=

i still hate everybody.

im going to be suuuuuper fucked up next weekend.
HELL YES!
friday-ramen-alyssa's bday show
saturday-bagel's bday party

I MISS DOING MAKEUP.
A LOT.
i need to do mine more :C
i was thinking about doing it every day, but then i realized that shit would sweat off suuuper fast because i walk to school from bart. and melting makeup is not cute.

my mom decides to explain to me our financial situation EVERY year around the holidays without fail.
it sucks.
she gets $849 a month from workers compensation.
mortgage is $720.
that leaves $129 for all the bills.
house phone, cell phones, internet, pg&e; everything.


i'll be posting pictures when i'm not being lazy of VthanksgivingV and a haircolor i did on my friend.

yeah so i'm already dead...on the inside but i can still pretend with my memories and photographs i have learned to love the lie.

i wanna know how it feels to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent. i wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent, and have common sense, yeah. let me in let me into the club cuz i wanna belong and i need to get strong and if memory serves i'm addicted to words and they're useless.

HAPPY VEGANNIVERSARY TO MEEEEEEE!!!!

one year :)

people always ask me why i have so much abhorrence towards everyone. here's ONE reason.

today, i was walking with a friend of mine and two dogs were walking around (no collars or owners in sight) and i bent down to pet them and be all HIIII in my super high pitch voice. then when we were walking away and they kept following us-we were walking back to his house. then they sped up and went onto 98th(a busy street) and one of them got hit. the car didn't slow down, didn't stop, nothing. just kept going. me and my friend took care of it and took it to the emergency and everything, so hopefully the dog will be fine-i made the lady promise to call me and tell me how she's doing. the other one is at my friend's house and my mom and i are taking him to ARF tomorrow morning. but seriously. how can you hit an animal and not give a shit? people disgust me. NOT ONLY did this one person hit the dog, but the owner could give a shit less about the dog to have a collar on it, watch it or anything. SO, that's a communal effort of people being absurdly repulsive.


dear human race,
THANK JEZUZ FOR 2012!!!!

well. i finally have some pictures of halloweiner.
our makeup looked better than these pictures because they're both cellphone pictures :C
anywayyyy...




atm i'm making VcookiesV. chocolate chip for my tattoo artist and a new kind i haven't made from (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) isa chandra's new cookbook, vegan cookies. so i'm super juiced to see how they turn out. i'll probably take pictures and shit.

i've been doing lots of piercings lately too...OH! INCLUDING my double monroes/angel bites/double off center upper lip piercings...which i've been wanting for way too many years so i'm stoked i finally have them. when they're done healing i'll take a picture because the jewelry in them sucks right now. i'm also doing a re-do of an anti eyebrow tomorrow (she decided she wanted it more angled than she originally thought) and on...thursday? yeah. i did a rook. BLAHBLAHBLAH

sorry this post is so boring...

currently reading:

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HAH. im such a horror whore.

OOH OOH OOH OOH OOOOOOH!!!
annnd, what im *really* excited for is tuesday. i'm gonna go talk to this artist, george campise, about getting a piece as a tribute to my mom. which is going to be tiiiiiight. and then punxsgiving.


BUT that's the end of this entry because i need to take a shit.

PS.
i reached 1000 hours! i only have 600 to go...eeeeeek!

sooooo, i've decided i'm tired of being tired of being tired.
party on, no regrets, get drunk stay drunk, fuck everyone.
yeup, that's meeee.

in other news, i *finally* pierced my "angelbites" aka "double monroes" or "upper side lip piercings", basically whatever the fuck you want to call them. the right one was swollen like a mother, so i switched the jewelry to a longer bar. seems to be doing a lot better,i believe the swelling has gone down but i haven't looked in a mirror yet but from what i can feel it has. i'll probably be switching the other as well just for precautionary measures. when those heal i'll do my "snakebites" or "lower lip side lip piercings". then my bridge. AND MAN OH MAN my friends going to give me frankenstein dermals, im EXCITED AS ALL HELLLLLLLLLLL! my next tattoo is going to be a mom tribute, AWWWWW. yeah, i luvles her n______n

in other other news, im over halfway done with beauty school W00000T! and for my graduation present to myself, i'm going to go on a train hopping adventure to tennessee via way of arizona. should be fun times.

in other other other news, i have an appology to make to someone, and im lightweight nervous to make it. but oh well. what happens happens.

currently reading angels & demons by dan brown, its pretty good.

two words:
the shining.

wait, one more.
F I N A L L Y

FUCK YOU.
i wanna know how it feels better...the best you could ever have.
so tell me, when you lose your nerve.
so what did you looking for and why?
how long did it take you before you stopped?
but don't worry, it suits you just fine.

and i won't forgive, because i can't forget the weight i carry in my chest.
i'm far too far from giving up.
i swear, i swear.
my wishes remain the same.
for steady hands, hands to hold.
hands to hold, and to be held.
...what's left of me?
you'll get what you deserve.
when the time is right, you'll see.
it's funny how little it takes for you to become everything you say you hate.
but don't worry-it suits you just fine.
and when you're out of sight, you'll be out of mind.
just like you showed me.
i'll never admit how hard i fell.
so close, but not this time.
don't you know this is tearing me apart?
you took more than time.
you knew damn well i wasn't ready for this.

hellllllllllllllllllllla good weekend c:

next should be even fuckin better...BIRTHDAY WEEKENDDDD!
friday:tsol@gilman
saturday:mauricio&i's party
sunday:commadre&dangers@gilman

FUCK YEAH!

making this made some serious laughs and some serious WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING THIS moments.
but whatever. i wish i could find more from middle school n shit. i have a couple i couldnt date...i had guesses, but im sure you can guess too. have fun laughing. srsly, i promise it.

( this is straight up embarassing. )

Alright.
Let me just get this straight.
I literally spit on you three times throughout the night, but you're so drunk you can't even comprehend the liquid hitting you, though I'm the coward.
Then, when I yell at you from a car, you text me for over two and a half hours telling me that I'm a coward and how I'm a pussy because I can't say anything to your face. While I'm not responding to your stupidity because I'm not down to play your idiotic games anymore.

When really I haven't heard one thing about you being sober since we "broke up", and you can't even stand up straight because you're so drunk because you can't stand being yourself for one second and you have to dress up in your studs and boots because the only thing that you can connect to is being angry which is the "punk" thing to do. In reality, you just need a crutch. So grab a beer! Grab a bitch with a pussy that isn't even biodegradable there's so much junk in there! Have your fun. Because I sure will.

You're no better than your fucking father. You know. The one that cheated on your mother, and you got bribed with clothing not to tell your family? Yeah. That one.

Once again;
ROTT.
IN.
PISS.

1. last night was amazing.

but then again, every night with comadre is.

2.( pictures! )

3. currently reading: The Green Mile by Stephen King

sexyyyyyy





yeah. i like daisy of love.
tryna find a video of the part from episode one where the triplets say "wehre heeear for deh fhree booooze anhd pizzhaaa"
help me out!

"few things from the bike shop"

"california's gay marraige ban:disgraceful"

"a personal ad, in graph form"

"drunk as balls dojo"


no picture this time :c
ineed sleep!