well. i finally have some pictures of halloweiner.
our makeup looked better than these pictures because they're both cellphone pictures :C
anywayyyy...




atm i'm making VcookiesV. chocolate chip for my tattoo artist and a new kind i haven't made from (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) isa chandra's new cookbook, vegan cookies. so i'm super juiced to see how they turn out. i'll probably take pictures and shit.

i've been doing lots of piercings lately too...OH! INCLUDING my double monroes/angel bites/double off center upper lip piercings...which i've been wanting for way too many years so i'm stoked i finally have them. when they're done healing i'll take a picture because the jewelry in them sucks right now. i'm also doing a re-do of an anti eyebrow tomorrow (she decided she wanted it more angled than she originally thought) and on...thursday? yeah. i did a rook. BLAHBLAHBLAH

sorry this post is so boring...

currently reading:

&

HAH. im such a horror whore.

OOH OOH OOH OOH OOOOOOH!!!
annnd, what im *really* excited for is tuesday. i'm gonna go talk to this artist, george campise, about getting a piece as a tribute to my mom. which is going to be tiiiiiight. and then punxsgiving.


BUT that's the end of this entry because i need to take a shit.

PS.
i reached 1000 hours! i only have 600 to go...eeeeeek!

sooooo, i've decided i'm tired of being tired of being tired.
party on, no regrets, get drunk stay drunk, fuck everyone.
yeup, that's meeee.

in other news, i *finally* pierced my "angelbites" aka "double monroes" or "upper side lip piercings", basically whatever the fuck you want to call them. the right one was swollen like a mother, so i switched the jewelry to a longer bar. seems to be doing a lot better,i believe the swelling has gone down but i haven't looked in a mirror yet but from what i can feel it has. i'll probably be switching the other as well just for precautionary measures. when those heal i'll do my "snakebites" or "lower lip side lip piercings". then my bridge. AND MAN OH MAN my friends going to give me frankenstein dermals, im EXCITED AS ALL HELLLLLLLLLLL! my next tattoo is going to be a mom tribute, AWWWWW. yeah, i luvles her n______n

in other other news, im over halfway done with beauty school W00000T! and for my graduation present to myself, i'm going to go on a train hopping adventure to tennessee via way of arizona. should be fun times.

in other other other news, i have an appology to make to someone, and im lightweight nervous to make it. but oh well. what happens happens.

currently reading angels & demons by dan brown, its pretty good.

two words:
the shining.

wait, one more.
F I N A L L Y

FUCK YOU.
i wanna know how it feels better...the best you could ever have.
so tell me, when you lose your nerve.
so what did you looking for and why?
how long did it take you before you stopped?
but don't worry, it suits you just fine.

and i won't forgive, because i can't forget the weight i carry in my chest.
i'm far too far from giving up.
i swear, i swear.
my wishes remain the same.
for steady hands, hands to hold.
hands to hold, and to be held.
...what's left of me?
you'll get what you deserve.
when the time is right, you'll see.
it's funny how little it takes for you to become everything you say you hate.
but don't worry-it suits you just fine.
and when you're out of sight, you'll be out of mind.
just like you showed me.
i'll never admit how hard i fell.
so close, but not this time.
don't you know this is tearing me apart?
you took more than time.
you knew damn well i wasn't ready for this.

hellllllllllllllllllllla good weekend c:

next should be even fuckin better...BIRTHDAY WEEKENDDDD!
friday:tsol@gilman
saturday:mauricio&i's party
sunday:commadre&dangers@gilman

FUCK YEAH!

making this made some serious laughs and some serious WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING THIS moments.
but whatever. i wish i could find more from middle school n shit. i have a couple i couldnt date...i had guesses, but im sure you can guess too. have fun laughing. srsly, i promise it.

( this is straight up embarassing. )

Alright.
Let me just get this straight.
I literally spit on you three times throughout the night, but you're so drunk you can't even comprehend the liquid hitting you, though I'm the coward.
Then, when I yell at you from a car, you text me for over two and a half hours telling me that I'm a coward and how I'm a pussy because I can't say anything to your face. While I'm not responding to your stupidity because I'm not down to play your idiotic games anymore.

When really I haven't heard one thing about you being sober since we "broke up", and you can't even stand up straight because you're so drunk because you can't stand being yourself for one second and you have to dress up in your studs and boots because the only thing that you can connect to is being angry which is the "punk" thing to do. In reality, you just need a crutch. So grab a beer! Grab a bitch with a pussy that isn't even biodegradable there's so much junk in there! Have your fun. Because I sure will.

You're no better than your fucking father. You know. The one that cheated on your mother, and you got bribed with clothing not to tell your family? Yeah. That one.

Once again;
ROTT.
IN.
PISS.

1. last night was amazing.

but then again, every night with comadre is.

2.( pictures! )

3. currently reading: The Green Mile by Stephen King

sexyyyyyy





yeah. i like daisy of love.
tryna find a video of the part from episode one where the triplets say "wehre heeear for deh fhree booooze anhd pizzhaaa"
help me out!

"few things from the bike shop"

"california's gay marraige ban:disgraceful"

"a personal ad, in graph form"

"drunk as balls dojo"


no picture this time :c
ineed sleep!

( GDMFSOB )


this year is amazing.
PURE amazing.
june pictures soon.
and when im done with those, disneyland :D

i graduate from oakland tech in two days :D

im officially a sophmore at paris beauty college.


jeez, things couldn't possibly be going better.
i love my life.

im also looking for a job at a dental office, which should be fun.

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i honestly don't understand how people can do these things...

i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love my life.

today, i did hair, hair, and more hair. cuts, extentions, and a dye job. it was one of the best days of the week.

last night, i saw dangers for about the fourth time. except it was different this time...it was like...an epiphany(sp?) almost. the vocalist was talking about hellllla raw shit. like how "mentally capable" people make fun of "mentally retarted" people, yet the "capable" ones can't even fix anything. and about government, and things like that. a lot of people dont like preachy bands, but i do, and i always have. because it's better to say too much than to say nothing at all.

i'll have pictures soon.
from last month.
not that many, though :/
sorry!

i've started to *attempt* drawing again...im gonna scan a picture, so hopefully i can get some criticism.

OHHHHHHHH!
i signed up for an avant garde fashion show contest at my school. it should be fun! im pretty excited. &&&&&in june im going to the international makeup artist show in la, which im equally excited for. im going with paulina (: (my friend with the pink hair)











"Doing nothing isn't doing it for me."

1.WARPED TOUR!
sf-june 27:
3OH!3
A Day To Remember
A Skylit Drive
Aiden
Alexisonfire
Anti-Flag
Attack Attack
Bad Religion
Bayside
Big D and the Kids Table
Black Tide
Breathe Carolina
brokeNCYDE
Dance Gavin Dance
Dear And The Headlights
DI
DOA
Escape The Fate
Fishbone
Flipper
Gallows
Guttermouth
I Set My Friends On Fire
In this moment
InnerPartySystem
ivy league
Jeffree Star
Less Than Jake
LIGHTS
Longway
Madina Lake
Manic Hispanic
Meg and Dia
Millionaires
NOFX
OUTERNATIONAL
Punk Rock Karaoke
Saosin
Senses Fail
Shad
Shooter Jennings
Streetlight Manifesto
TAT
The Adicts
The Architects
The Ataris
The Devil Wears Prada
The Dickies
The Exploited
The Maine
The White Tie Affair
There For Tomorrow
Thrice
TSOL
TV/TV
UK Subs
Underoath
VersaEmerge


shoreline-august 20:
3OH!3
A Day To Remember
A Skylit Drive
Aiden
Alexisonfire
Bayside
Big D and the Kids Table
Black Tide
Breathe Carolina
brokeNCYDE
Cash Cash
DI
Dirty Heads
DOA
Escape The Fate
Every Avenue
Fishbone
Flipper
Forever The Sickest Kids
Gallows
Guttermouth
I Set My Friends On Fire
In this moment
InnerPartySystem
Less Than Jake
LIGHTS
Longway
LoveHateHero
Madina Lake
Manic Hispanic
Meg and Dia
Millionaires
NOFX
Punk Rock Karaoke
Saosin
Senses Fail
Shad
Shooter Jennings
Silverstein
Streetlight Manifesto
TAT
The Adicts
The Architects
The Devil Wears Prada
The Dickies
The Exploited
The Maine
The White Tie Affair
There For Tomorrow
Thrice
TSOL
TV/TV
UK Subs
Underoath
Valencia
VersaEmerge
Westbound Train
Thelonious monster

the lineup seems to get weaker and weaker every year....whatevz. im down to see the exploited, SO MUCH!

2.regular ass people with piercings....
UGH.
okay, sorry if this hurts your feelings(not really) but seriously. this shit pisses me off. people seem to think they're hard once they slap a piercing on their face....uh, nah. ive always felt this way, but it's been bugging the FUCK out of me recently. very very recently. probably because almost every fucking girl in my cosmo class has one. im just like UHHH...wtf. tounge ring, yeah, cuz you're probably a slut. lip ring? take that shit out, you look retarted. rrrrrrrrrrr! it frustrates the shit out of me...like, seriously, if i EVER fight someone like that, the first thing im doing is ripping that out. its just so frustrating! i mean, i think everyone should be able to do what they want to do-but pop culture making piercings the in thing right now is ridiculous, and i hate it. i really, really do. </rant>

3.ew, hector texted me today.
but, it felt good to tell him to not talk to me.
:)

4.IM BUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMED
i cant go see comadre tomorrow :/
WEAK!






alright im done with this pointlessly pointless entry.

shit, i feel like i haven't posted in foreverrrrrr!

well, today was my first official day at cosmetology school.
only 1596 more hours to go :D
hahhaa.

oh, and i graduate on june ninth from tech!
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

( so here's some pictures throughout march. )

&i have some graffiti pictures to resize&rotate&shit...those will be up soon. sooner than the disneyland pictures.

BUTANYWHO.
i hope everyone's doing well.
i haven't talked to most of you in a while.
lamesauce.