glamorandgore

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 14:52:11 GMT

yeah so i'm already dead...on the inside but i can still pretend with my memories and photographs i have learned to love the lie.

i wanna know how it feels to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent. i wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent, and have common sense, yeah. let me in let me into the club cuz i wanna belong and i need to get strong and if memory serves i'm addicted to words and they're useless.

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 05:56:50 GMT

HAPPY VEGANNIVERSARY TO MEEEEEEE!!!!

one year :)

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 03:19:55 GMT

people always ask me why i have so much abhorrence towards everyone. here's ONE reason.

today, i was walking with a friend of mine and two dogs were walking around (no collars or owners in sight) and i bent down to pet them and be all HIIII in my super high pitch voice. then when we were walking away and they kept following us-we were walking back to his house. then they sped up and went onto 98th(a busy street) and one of them got hit. the car didn't slow down, didn't stop, nothing. just kept going. me and my friend took care of it and took it to the emergency and everything, so hopefully the dog will be fine-i made the lady promise to call me and tell me how she's doing. the other one is at my friend's house and my mom and i are taking him to ARF tomorrow morning. but seriously. how can you hit an animal and not give a shit? people disgust me. NOT ONLY did this one person hit the dog, but the owner could give a shit less about the dog to have a collar on it, watch it or anything. SO, that's a communal effort of people being absurdly repulsive.

dear human race,
THANK JEZUZ FOR 2012!!!!

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 04:24:44 GMT

well. i finally have some pictures of halloweiner.
our makeup looked better than these pictures because they're both cellphone pictures :C
anywayyyy...

atm i'm making VcookiesV. chocolate chip for my tattoo artist and a new kind i haven't made from (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) isa chandra's new cookbook, vegan cookies. so i'm super juiced to see how they turn out. i'll probably take pictures and shit.

i've been doing lots of piercings lately too...OH! INCLUDING my double monroes/angel bites/double off center upper lip piercings...which i've been wanting for way too many years so i'm stoked i finally have them. when they're done healing i'll take a picture because the jewelry in them sucks right now. i'm also doing a re-do of an anti eyebrow tomorrow (she decided she wanted it more angled than she originally thought) and on...thursday? yeah. i did a rook. BLAHBLAHBLAH

sorry this post is so boring...

currently reading:

&

HAH. im such a horror whore.

OOH OOH OOH OOH OOOOOOH!!!
annnd, what im *really* excited for is tuesday. i'm gonna go talk to this artist, george campise, about getting a piece as a tribute to my mom. which is going to be tiiiiiight. and then punxsgiving.

BUT that's the end of this entry because i need to take a shit.

PS.
i reached 1000 hours! i only have 600 to go...eeeeeek!

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 09:05:36 GMT

sooooo, i've decided i'm tired of being tired of being tired.
party on, no regrets, get drunk stay drunk, fuck everyone.
yeup, that's meeee.

in other news, i *finally* pierced my "angelbites" aka "double monroes" or "upper side lip piercings", basically whatever the fuck you want to call them. the right one was swollen like a mother, so i switched the jewelry to a longer bar. seems to be doing a lot better,i believe the swelling has gone down but i haven't looked in a mirror yet but from what i can feel it has. i'll probably be switching the other as well just for precautionary measures. when those heal i'll do my "snakebites" or "lower lip side lip piercings". then my bridge. AND MAN OH MAN my friends going to give me frankenstein dermals, im EXCITED AS ALL HELLLLLLLLLLL! my next tattoo is going to be a mom tribute, AWWWWW. yeah, i luvles her n______n

in other other news, im over halfway done with beauty school W00000T! and for my graduation present to myself, i'm going to go on a train hopping adventure to tennessee via way of arizona. should be fun times.

in other other other news, i have an appology to make to someone, and im lightweight nervous to make it. but oh well. what happens happens.

currently reading angels & demons by dan brown, its pretty good.

first tattoo

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 05:04:11 GMT

two words:
the shining.

wait, one more.
F I N A L L Y

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 02:59:02 GMT

AAAAAHAHAHHAHAHA look at pauli!!

what the?!

i didn't know what we were supposed to shoot until like halfway into the game lmao

&i saved the best for last...

1. don't worry, you can't catch ugly-i'm not contagious. neither is my double chin.
2. belle was a bitch, so i tried to rape her. she wasn't too happy.

set yourself on fire, if you can't feel this burn.

Fri, 09 Oct 2009 19:40:50 GMT

FUCK YOU.
i wanna know how it feels better...the best you could ever have.
so tell me, when you lose your nerve.
so what did you looking for and why?
how long did it take you before you stopped?
but don't worry, it suits you just fine.

and i won't forgive, because i can't forget the weight i carry in my chest.
i'm far too far from giving up.
i swear, i swear.
my wishes remain the same.
for steady hands, hands to hold.
hands to hold, and to be held.
...what's left of me?
you'll get what you deserve.
when the time is right, you'll see.
it's funny how little it takes for you to become everything you say you hate.
but don't worry-it suits you just fine.
and when you're out of sight, you'll be out of mind.
just like you showed me.
i'll never admit how hard i fell.
so close, but not this time.
don't you know this is tearing me apart?
you took more than time.
you knew damn well i wasn't ready for this.

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 06:21:19 GMT

here's to the skinned knees and sutured hearts. here's to the unhappy endings and all the false starts.

my septum's finally an eiiiight

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 23:19:13 GMT

hellllllllllllllllllllla good weekend c:

next should be even fuckin better...BIRTHDAY WEEKENDDDD!
friday:tsol@gilman
saturday:mauricio&i's party
sunday:commadre&dangers@gilman

FUCK YEAH!

hair timeline

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 05:15:31 GMT

making this made some serious laughs and some serious WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING THIS moments.
but whatever. i wish i could find more from middle school n shit. i have a couple i couldnt date...i had guesses, but im sure you can guess too. have fun laughing. srsly, i promise it.

sometime in the 90ssss

i was so cute! what happened?!

idk 1

some teal.

idk 2

idk 3

purple with stripes

march 06

&yeah, that's razb from b2k. you jealous yet?
purple weave, but just in the back. idk what i was thinking either...

april 06

june 06

aug 06

purple. &im for sure making myself an a line wig.

fading purple

sep 06

oct 06

redid the purple

april 07

wtf, i would look cute with an a line!

just stripes

july 07

curls

august 07

lookin like a tranny

October 07

ugly long and virgin. and no, im not talking about my dick.

january 08

sidebangs, still long & virgin

february 08

v bangs! but still long & virgin

march 08

samsies

april 08

OMFG, DID IZ DESCOVER BLEACH!??!
v bangs(really shitty), long & bleached

may 08

sidebangs, long & bleached

june 08

MULLET STATUUUUS
sides shaved & teal bangs

september 08

same.

brighter

november 08

aww, those colors are cute.
took out the teal in bangs, put it in the thick hawk & added blue

january 09

my favorite. green hawk & purple&pink leopard print sides

march 09

fading to grass...

april 09

fading to piss.

june 09

shaved my hawk thinner, added purple and blue.

currently
i dont have a current picture cuz asshole stole my fucking camera.
BUT. its pretty much the same but SUPER faded june 09. the blue is gone, and the purple is just staining my hair. BUT IM RESISTING! i will not lose this war.

"rott in pieces asswhipe"

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 20:51:54 GMT

Alright.
Let me just get this straight.
I literally spit on you three times throughout the night, but you're so drunk you can't even comprehend the liquid hitting you, though I'm the coward.
Then, when I yell at you from a car, you text me for over two and a half hours telling me that I'm a coward and how I'm a pussy because I can't say anything to your face. While I'm not responding to your stupidity because I'm not down to play your idiotic games anymore.

When really I haven't heard one thing about you being sober since we "broke up", and you can't even stand up straight because you're so drunk because you can't stand being yourself for one second and you have to dress up in your studs and boots because the only thing that you can connect to is being angry which is the "punk" thing to do. In reality, you just need a crutch. So grab a beer! Grab a bitch with a pussy that isn't even biodegradable there's so much junk in there! Have your fun. Because I sure will.

You're no better than your fucking father. You know. The one that cheated on your mother, and you got bribed with clothing not to tell your family? Yeah. That one.

Once again;
ROTT.
IN.
PISS.

june 2009

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 05:03:21 GMT

1. last night was amazing.

but then again, every night with comadre is.

2.

VcupcakesV

graduation.

haile does the best cross eyed impression i've ever seen. seriously.

piercing smileys and picnics.

happy birthday, mom.

fermz.

this was an interesting night.
i dont think i'll forget it anytime soon.

school.

3. currently reading: The Green Mile by Stephen King

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 00:48:35 GMT

sexyyyyyy

yeah. i like daisy of love.
tryna find a video of the part from episode one where the triplets say "wehre heeear for deh fhree booooze anhd pizzhaaa"
help me out!

i love best of craigslist.

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 07:44:28 GMT

"few things from the bike shop"

"california's gay marraige ban:disgraceful"

"a personal ad, in graph form"

"drunk as balls dojo"

no picture this time :c
ineed sleep!

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 08:13:29 GMT

i am the underdog.
and i'm winning.
i'm going places, with or without you.
so catch up, holmes.

april & may '09

Fri, 03 Jul 2009 05:56:14 GMT

april::

god i hate my computer&photobucket. WHY WON'T IT JUST STAY TURNED THE RIGHT WAY?!?!?

mothers day 2009

RIP tuesday D:

friendship burns-not nipples. mine actually healed nicely. its super cute :D

R.I.P. vanniess

VV

may::

VV

my only best friend that will ever have the extra f at the end of bf.

me after comadre...not pretty.

this year is amazing.
PURE amazing.
june pictures soon.
and when im done with those, disneyland :D

Mon, 08 Jun 2009 04:24:38 GMT

i graduate from oakland tech in two days :D

im officially a sophmore at paris beauty college.

jeez, things couldn't possibly be going better.
i love my life.

im also looking for a job at a dental office, which should be fun.

Wed, 13 May 2009 05:02:38 GMT

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO JUIIIIIICED!!!

Wed, 06 May 2009 21:00:29 GMT

"(Carter County, Okla.) On March 17, Antonio Ray, 37, allegedly dragged a pit bull from his bicycle through the Ardmore, Oklahoma city streets. Many witnesses called police, and one took a picture of the incident using his cell phone. A witness described the horrifying scene, “[The dog’s] arms were behind it, its chest was on the ground and there were streaks of blood. And we went back afterwards and measured it, four-tenths of a mile he dragged this dog. The pads of its feet were gone and it was laying in a pool of blood." Authorities took the tortured dog to a nearby animal shelter, but he died before he could be treated."

Take Action!
Please write a polite letter to Assistant District Attorney Brad Noland, encouraging him to seek the maximum penalty upon conviction.

http://org2.democracyinaction.org/o/5154/t/4713/campaign.jsp?campaign_KEY=1281

i honestly don't understand how people can do these things...

Mon, 04 May 2009 06:05:01 GMT

i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love doing hair.
i love my life.

today, i did hair, hair, and more hair. cuts, extentions, and a dye job. it was one of the best days of the week.

last night, i saw dangers for about the fourth time. except it was different this time...it was like...an epiphany(sp?) almost. the vocalist was talking about hellllla raw shit. like how "mentally capable" people make fun of "mentally retarted" people, yet the "capable" ones can't even fix anything. and about government, and things like that. a lot of people dont like preachy bands, but i do, and i always have. because it's better to say too much than to say nothing at all.

i'll have pictures soon.
from last month.
not that many, though :/
sorry!

i've started to *attempt* drawing again...im gonna scan a picture, so hopefully i can get some criticism.

OHHHHHHHH!
i signed up for an avant garde fashion show contest at my school. it should be fun! im pretty excited. &&&&&in june im going to the international makeup artist show in la, which im equally excited for. im going with paulina (: (my friend with the pink hair)

"Doing nothing isn't doing it for me."

lotsa text...

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 05:26:30 GMT

1.WARPED TOUR!
sf-june 27:
3OH!3
A Day To Remember
A Skylit Drive
Aiden
Alexisonfire
Anti-Flag
Attack Attack
Bad Religion
Bayside
Big D and the Kids Table
Black Tide
Breathe Carolina
brokeNCYDE
Dance Gavin Dance
Dear And The Headlights
DI
DOA
Escape The Fate
Fishbone
Flipper
Gallows
Guttermouth
I Set My Friends On Fire
In this moment
InnerPartySystem
ivy league
Jeffree Star
Less Than Jake
LIGHTS
Longway
Madina Lake
Manic Hispanic
Meg and Dia
Millionaires
NOFX
OUTERNATIONAL
Punk Rock Karaoke
Saosin
Senses Fail
Shad
Shooter Jennings
Streetlight Manifesto
TAT
The Adicts
The Architects
The Ataris
The Devil Wears Prada
The Dickies
The Exploited
The Maine
The White Tie Affair
There For Tomorrow
Thrice
TSOL
TV/TV
UK Subs
Underoath
VersaEmerge

shoreline-august 20:
3OH!3
A Day To Remember
A Skylit Drive
Aiden
Alexisonfire
Bayside
Big D and the Kids Table
Black Tide
Breathe Carolina
brokeNCYDE
Cash Cash
DI
Dirty Heads
DOA
Escape The Fate
Every Avenue
Fishbone
Flipper
Forever The Sickest Kids
Gallows
Guttermouth
I Set My Friends On Fire
In this moment
InnerPartySystem
Less Than Jake
LIGHTS
Longway
LoveHateHero
Madina Lake
Manic Hispanic
Meg and Dia
Millionaires
NOFX
Punk Rock Karaoke
Saosin
Senses Fail
Shad
Shooter Jennings
Silverstein
Streetlight Manifesto
TAT
The Adicts
The Architects
The Devil Wears Prada
The Dickies
The Exploited
The Maine
The White Tie Affair
There For Tomorrow
Thrice
TSOL
TV/TV
UK Subs
Underoath
Valencia
VersaEmerge
Westbound Train
Thelonious monster

the lineup seems to get weaker and weaker every year....whatevz. im down to see the exploited, SO MUCH!

2.regular ass people with piercings....
UGH.
okay, sorry if this hurts your feelings(not really) but seriously. this shit pisses me off. people seem to think they're hard once they slap a piercing on their face....uh, nah. ive always felt this way, but it's been bugging the FUCK out of me recently. very very recently. probably because almost every fucking girl in my cosmo class has one. im just like UHHH...wtf. tounge ring, yeah, cuz you're probably a slut. lip ring? take that shit out, you look retarted. rrrrrrrrrrr! it frustrates the shit out of me...like, seriously, if i EVER fight someone like that, the first thing im doing is ripping that out. its just so frustrating! i mean, i think everyone should be able to do what they want to do-but pop culture making piercings the in thing right now is ridiculous, and i hate it. i really, really do. </rant>

3.ew, hector texted me today.
but, it felt good to tell him to not talk to me.
:)

4.IM BUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMED
i cant go see comadre tomorrow :/
WEAK!

alright im done with this pointlessly pointless entry.

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 05:10:45 GMT

shit, i feel like i haven't posted in foreverrrrrr!

well, today was my first official day at cosmetology school.
only 1596 more hours to go :D
hahhaa.

oh, and i graduate on june ninth from tech!
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

(the other half of the disney post isn't up yet becuase a-jenny's pictures arent up yet, and b-i don't have my disposable camera pictures back)

before&after pictures of a girl named allison.

draglicious much?

picture of my life part dos.

last epic weekend for a looooooooong while!
day I

to explain the blood, someone knocked into marinda and bashed into me and DROPPED MY ALMOST FULL 40, then they proceeded to fall into it. marinda's arm is still bleeding, and that was friday. this is...monday.

day/morning II

ale's love taps
:C
IM SORRY!
they really are with love, though.

animal shelter

&i have some graffiti pictures to resize&rotate&shit...those will be up soon. sooner than the disneyland pictures.

BUTANYWHO.
i hope everyone's doing well.
i haven't talked to most of you in a while.
lamesauce.

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 05:24:47 GMT

Raquel Reed is awesome.
ANYWAY.
on to some AMAZING pictures, including disneyland ;D

mauro's turtles

dear whoever beat me with the ugly stick,
YOU SUCK! (but you're good at your job)

denny's with ale&carlos

i love my backyard.

gloria; sagacity practice

osito in his giraffe costume

DISNEYLANDDD
our goal was to take one good picture, and we took ONE. but it's on jenny's camera, so i don't have it-yet D:
(redrobin)

taxi ride to disneyland!

FAVORITE RIDE!!
tower of terror :D

idk what this one's called, but it's like drop zone at pga

up

up

up

and away!

california screamin(i think?)

part II
(i hated my pictures on the rides, so i tried to look okay...it didn't work)

story of my life

splash mountain

halloween club!

super sperm&teletubies

shit, i forgot to turn it D:
well, it'll be turned on my myspace pictures, so if you wanna see it turned, look there.

teacups!

mooning!

target

when the stalls are full...

piss in the trash!

disneyland bathrooms?

towel pile of doom!

&for a size comparison...

FOR THE RECORD, only two of those towels are mine :p

cassondra's photos of fail

there's more pictures on my disposable camera, along with jenny&paulina's pictures, so i'll post that next. oh, and a fantastic story dealing with paulina and i, a stroller, and the anaheim police. yeah. awesome.(NOT!)

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 12:21:07 GMT

its five in the morning and were on the way to disneyland.